Suicidal Dreams | Poem

I look down and see the moon

Reaching to the window

I will be close soon.

Grabbed back from that innocently selfish step

I’m wondering why the sky is below

Where am I that it’s all upside down?

Tenderness, pain, and emotion without sound

Living life while begging to die

How am I swimming in the sky?

My faith is real yet I fear I am not

A mass of carbon without any thought

Just one step and it’s do or die.

Why won’t you release the shackles

Please, just let me try

Forever I’ll be yours, here or there.

If it doesn’t work what will you care?

And if I float into the Heavenly abyss

I’ll come to you and tell you what you’ve missed.

Digital Rape

Was I the hidden lie that you think you made

Intellect turned into your little naughty slave

Your nasty across my screen has gone away

The pain you caused just won’t fade

Anger, rage, hurt, the turmoil that you laid

No justice for me, her or the others today

I know they’re out there

More just like me somewhere

Drowning by the crushing of the waves

The tide pulls in and out

You silenced our voices and we cannot shout

I scream and the echo is in my head

You went inside and shot your seed

My body the toy you said you need

Open legs and open eyes

The fury has become the surprise