Wednesday, December 19, 2018

Suicidal Dreams | Poem

I look down and see the moon
Reaching to the window
I will be close soon.

Grabbed back from that innocently selfish step
I’m wondering why the sky is below
Where am I that it’s all upside down?

Tenderness, pain, and emotion without sound
Living life while begging to die
How am I swimming in the sky?

My faith is real yet I fear I am not
A mass of carbon without any thought
Just one step and it’s do or die.

Why won’t you release the shackles
Please, just let me try
Forever I’ll be yours, here or there.

If it doesn’t work what will you care?
And if I float into the Heavenly abyss
I’ll come to you and tell you what you’ve missed.

Saturday, December 15, 2018

Digital Rape

Was I the hidden lie that you think you made
Intellect turned into your little naughty slave
Your nasty across my screen has gone away

The pain you caused just won’t fade
Anger, rage, hurt, the turmoil that you laid
No justice for me, her or the others today

I know they’re out there
More just like me somewhere
Drowning by the crushing of the waves

The tide pulls in and out
You silenced our voices and we cannot shout
I scream and the echo is in my head

You went inside and shot your seed
My body the toy you said you need
Open legs and open eyes

The fury has become the surprise