Feeling…
Like I am falling, yet I know no
matter how hard and how fast I feel that way that I am always going to be
caught. Caught by those who love me physically, those who love me from the
spiritual realm and caught by the hands of God Himself.
I may feel alone but I know deep down I
am not.
For the first time in many years I feel
hopeful for my future. Hopeful as a mother and as a future wife. I am excited
to bring honor to my parents for raising me and excitement in instilling my
personal morals and values into the children I have now as well as the children
that my future undoubtedly holds.
I feel as though I can`t wait to be
married and to start my life as a wife. I am beyond excited to think about cooking
in “our” kitchen and baking things from scratch. Filling my hardworking husband,
that the Lord has given me, full of delicious healthy food that screams to him
how much I love him and our family.
Focusing on…
Devoting my life to God and to my
family in His honor and through His teachings.
Furthering my education and continuing
to research wholesale products and prices to start my own business so I can
stay home with my children while still being an asset to the household not just
by cooking and cleaning.
Purging my house and my life of the
many items that only cause me clutter and chaos.
Getting back to framing the kids art,
pictures and special moments and teaching them how to live each moment in
kindness the way our Lord has asked us to be.
Learning…
That life doesn’t always give us what
we want and that each of these moments is an experience to learn from not only
for my life but for the lives of people around me, the people I counsel and
those whom I love. Each of my experiences educates me on how to empathize with
others who are in pain, who are living in fear, and who are edging it and
prepared to give up.
Teaching…
The value of life, modesty, waiting
for a husband, and being an asset to not only the household but to society to
my children and to my peers through examples I am setting through my behaviour
as well as through my life experiences.
Remembering…
That no matter what cards I am handed
that I can either be positive or negative and that the only way to be happy and
calm and to set an example that I can be proud of is to do my best to stay on
God’s team and place Him in the headlights when I feel as though the world has
become dark and dim.
If I can’t be positive I can do my
best to stay neutral and leave the negative where it belongs.
I can stay calm and set an example of
patience and kindness and unconditional love to all who enter my path.
The 11th
Commandment
“A new commandment I give to you, that
you love one another as I have loved you, that you also love one another” ~John
13:34-35
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